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I am now a lesbian.

Wed May 13, 2009, 5:49 PM
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  • Listening to: Eurodance
  • Reading: Bourne Identity
  • Watching: Ghost Hunters
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Orange Juice
Today I learned what comes of being nice.
When we broke up, I let him take everything. Tv, consoles, the new futon, the computer, everything. Because I didn't use them as much as he did, and more than anything I just wanted him to be happy. I could have taken the 2000$ computer I paid for, but I didn't, because I trusted him to pay me back, and I'd rather have him have it and enjoy it than pawn it and split the money. I let him take all of this on TOP of the money he already owed me.

Only today, I learned that two months later, I am no longer his priority. After moving out of our house and breaking up with me because he "didn't want to be in a relationship," and promising me for months that he was going to pay me back "as soon as he got full-time," today..... he moved in with another woman. Who he met AFTER we broke up.
His rent is now DOUBLE what it was when we lived together, when he "couldn't afford it anymore."

So, to re-iterate, this guy, whose name is STEVEN M. GILLENTINE of AKRON, OHIO, ditched me holding a THREE THOUSAND DOLLAR bill because it was more important to him to move in with his new girlfriend. ("There's nothing between us." Right, you only live together.")

He has no defense other than "Fuck you I don't need you anymore."

I hate men. I hate my life. If I ever date again it's gonna be a woman. And I will never, ever, be so trusting, ever again.

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  • Current Residence: Medina
  • Interests: Reading, writing, drawing, coloring, googling myself
  • Favourite movie: 10th Kingdom. Man, what an obsession THAT was...
  • Favourite band or musician: Whatever my friends give me.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: My mom
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jhonen Vasquez
  • Favourite photographer: Arsuru
  • Favourite style of art: Anything pretty
  • Operating System: Why? Are you gonna hack me? I'll say microsoft, but maybe I'm lying.
  • MP3 player of choice: My computer. (Hugs ma baby)
  • Wallpaper of choice: Whatever art I want my family to see
  • Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha, Zim.
  • Personal Quote: The plurel of moose is meeces.
  • Tools of the Trade: Paint, Photoimpression

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~Blahsblah2001:iconBlahsblah2001: May 16, 2009, 6:22:32 PM
Here too. It's been really windy all day long. I've been inside mostly all day. Went to the mall, though. It's important to get out of the house, you know.

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Adultfanfiction dot net has, under books, a BIBLE section.
There are STORIES in it.
And that, Ladies and Gentlemen, is how the world went to hell in a handbasket.
~myweirdness:iconmyweirdness: May 16, 2009, 9:34:02 PM
One has to get out some but I don't need to go somewhere every day. I have built my home to enjoy. Ponds, animals, big screen, photo studio ... too bad I only can get dial up here or it would be perfect.

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Steve
~Blahsblah2001:iconBlahsblah2001: May 18, 2009, 7:45:38 AM
Yeah, I've got a pretty sweet digital setup here, just added a terabye and a half of network attached storage and I have all the movies in the universe. But I feel like if I stay in too much I'm going to become one of those computer screen-bleached weird kids that never leave the house and never talk to anyone. Sure, I'll be able to hack the pentagon, and that would be an admirable skill... but I think I'd rather grow a social life. Mine takes a lot of cultivating and that's what I'm working on now.

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Adultfanfiction dot net has, under books, a BIBLE section.
There are STORIES in it.
And that, Ladies and Gentlemen, is how the world went to hell in a handbasket.
~myweirdness:iconmyweirdness: May 18, 2009, 1:15:32 PM
What a day ... I was out cleaning fish ponds and the black flies were eating me.
I am on dial up so all my movies and music are on CD or DVD. My thing is storage space for photos. I like ti save them in tiff format which is uncompressed. I also have massive photoshop files.
You are a weird kid, enjoy it. As you might tell I never grew out of that stage in life. Canadian winters keep me inside a lot and I play computer nights during the summer.
Most of my friends are all over Canada now so I keep in touch. As we grew older friends moved for work or family. Love to hear from you. Steven

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Steve
~Blahsblah2001:iconBlahsblah2001: May 20, 2009, 1:07:20 PM
You have dial-up? Holy crap! How do you SURVIVE??? I've got 2mbps and my online friends freakin' tease me about not being able to do stuff. I remember last time I used dial-up I had to bring a book so I could have something to do while the pages loaded.
I'm gonna know all about Canadian winters, soon. Shoot..... I already live about as far North as is possible, and now I'm going even farther!! Canada never ceases to confuse and amaze me. Like, I'll be up in Maine, and I'll be like.... well it's pretty cold and desolate up here, stuff has been petering out for a while.... no reason to go much farther North than this..... and then it occurs to me that there's a whole nother COUNTRY up there. Blows my mind.

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Adultfanfiction dot net has, under books, a BIBLE section.
There are STORIES in it.
And that, Ladies and Gentlemen, is how the world went to hell in a handbasket.
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